Even with a Valium, it is very hard to not panic inside an MRI. Very like a space coffin, and they say "this next test will be about 3 minutes" but I am pretty sure they really mean 7 hours each because I felt like I was in there holding very still for FOREVER. Especially when I am thinking that the test was pretty useless because I don't think they will find out anything my doing an MRI of my neck that they don't ALREADY know about my 2 month headache. But whatever just par for the course in my life with doctors. "It's a new style called 'Retro!'"
My hands smell so orange-y. I have been eating Clementines all day. I am sick and they have vitamin C. I love these seedless little things. Plus, well at MY house, they are funny. "They're like GOLD in Utah!" - Fresno
Awww... I miss him.
|The Keys to Your Heart|
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
Okay, so it may be true I may not be quite *infected* with PSL PERSAY. Mostly because while I think Fresno is pretty dang HOT, I am still really REALLY shy when it comes to the physical stuff. However, I have been WAY braver with him than the last... who was also the first... boy that kissed me... who I didn't really kiss BACK and that was now a few years ago.
So the fact that I kissed Fresno BACK is pretty big to me. Even though I think I was pretty bad at it. *blush* He asked if he could kiss me. I said yes. I kissed him back, too, we kept kissing, just repeated, semi-short but not peck kisses, but I don't think I really GOT IT exactly. (I told him he's need to give me lessons later hee hee) It made my lips... BUZZ. I don't mean tingle, I mean, buzz like they were asleep or something. I don't know. Weird. Not bad... just... odd. I plan to become a champion kisser though, I just need him to teach me or something. hee hee (How's THAT for details, you ice cream-loving she-vultures!?)
|Your Kissing Purity Score: 77% Pure|
You've hardly ever been kissed
But the kisses you've given are very missed
|You are a Great Girlfriend|
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!
|How You Are In Love|
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.