distant, composed allure... RIIIIIIIGHT.

I am in the office. In here, at least, it is cool and quiet. I kind of want to curl up under the desk and take a nap. I messed up on my schedule and thought I was on a day camp I was not... so I showed up at 9 am wearing my witch hat no less... for office work that could have started at noon. I could have gone to water aerobics first. And even though my plumbing is wonky and I am not HAVING periods, I *am* apparently having cramps and PMSishness... though with Depression that could be ANY time. But still... yeah. OW AND EEW. Bad ones. Like, labor pains for no reason. Because my body HATES ME.

Fair enough. I hate IT back. So there.

And yes, I am working. But I am blogging because I am talking a crying break. Some people take coffee breaks. I take crying breaks.

However, despite that, I can not justify a longer "crying break" and this Family Night will not get prepared on it's own (Harry Potter-themed... Owls, Spells, and Potions for the whole FAMILY. Hard to prepare for but should be cool.) *sigh* TTYL.

Work was okay. pretty much got done preparing for Monday and got to leave about 5 so I could do the pool with Mom. There was a girl in the dressing room who had on a Wiccan pentagram thingy necklace and even though this sounds lame it made me rather miss my friend Luna in Indiana. Dumb abuser husband chasing her out of Utah. I should send her a note on Gaia. OH! BLAST! Her birthday was one week ago!

I am not such a great friend sometimes.

(So, if you are a good friend to ME, feel free to reward yourself with this lovely award...


is it worth it now? Hee hee hee!

But being my friend is sometimes hard, I imagine, as I am frustrated with myself pretty often. I would want to kick me from the OUTSIDE, I suppose. I certainly do from the INSIDE, you might say. And I don't like hanging around with people who whine. It makes me angry at them. So I have to assume that when I am the whiner the reaction IS the same.

And what of being the GIRLFRIEND? I admit, even though I sometimes want to kick him in the head (like that whining thing), I think that Fresno really has probably one of the rawest deals here. Because I think he might really LOVE me. (I am pretty sure that most of the time I love him) But I make it really hard. Some of that's "fixable," some's not. I don't quite know which is which yet, either. SIGH.


The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLD)

Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.

Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.

These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.


You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.


ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy (RGSM), The Loverboy (RGLM)

CONSIDER: The Manchild (RBLD)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating. My profile name: : Kipluck77

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