Fair enough. I hate IT back. So there.
And yes, I am working. But I am blogging because I am talking a crying break. Some people take coffee breaks. I take crying breaks.
However, despite that, I can not justify a longer "crying break" and this Family Night will not get prepared on it's own (Harry Potter-themed... Owls, Spells, and Potions for the whole FAMILY. Hard to prepare for but should be cool.) *sigh* TTYL.
Work was okay. pretty much got done preparing for Monday and got to leave about 5 so I could do the pool with Mom. There was a girl in the dressing room who had on a Wiccan pentagram thingy necklace and even though this sounds lame it made me rather miss my friend Luna in Indiana. Dumb abuser husband chasing her out of Utah. I should send her a note on Gaia. OH! BLAST! Her birthday was one week ago!
I am not such a great friend sometimes.
(So, if you are a good friend to ME, feel free to reward yourself with this lovely award...
is it worth it now? Hee hee hee!
But being my friend is sometimes hard, I imagine, as I am frustrated with myself pretty often. I would want to kick me from the OUTSIDE, I suppose. I certainly do from the INSIDE, you might say. And I don't like hanging around with people who whine. It makes me angry at them. So I have to assume that when I am the whiner the reaction IS the same.
And what of being the GIRLFRIEND? I admit, even though I sometimes want to kick him in the head (like that whining thing), I think that Fresno really has probably one of the rawest deals here. Because I think he might really LOVE me. (I am pretty sure that most of the time I love him) But I make it really hard. Some of that's "fixable," some's not. I don't quite know which is which yet, either. SIGH.
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLD)
Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.
These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.
ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy (RGSM), The Loverboy (RGLM)
CONSIDER: The Manchild (RBLD)
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