I am hoping that it will be a better headache (and depression, for that matter) day than today. Amitriptyline's.... POSSIBLY working... maybe? I don't know. It sure does make me tired. Always always tired. Blergh.
Today WAS a better headache day than SOME though. It was there, the headache, I mean, but it wasn't as brutal. I was able to do some stuff around the house a little, and leave the house to get to go to the pool for water aerobics. Yippee!
But depression-wise, it was sort of a hard day somehow. I guess I was just frustrated with things... myself primarily. A little bit tired of being me, that's all. I don't HATE being me, not all the time anyway. But sometimes it still wears on me, being me.
However, I have fantastic best friends and today I talked to 3 of them which is more than usual! Yup, I chatted with Steph (who narrowly escaped being an episode of Cops: Brigham!), talked to Megan on the phone (It was Gabe's Birthday! I can't believe I forgot! He is 6!!!), and talked with Fresno on the phone, too (SIGH! He is just SO SWEET and FUNNY and says the nicest stuff to me! But not fakey nice. Real nice. He's awesome. AWESOME, I tell you.). Therefore, I need to be a little more grateful in my prayers.
I love you guys! (Not just those friends MENTIONED. Just my whole dang support system, of which my internet "invisible friends" are a part.)
|You Are A Good Friend|
You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"!