Friday, December 15, 2006

Cheater Cheater Pizza Eater

I just did something bad, ummm, for the diet anyway. I just ordered from Pizza Hut. But I *did* however spend over an hour working out, so that is something. Not that it really excuses my cheating, but well, I've been pretty good and it is Friday and dang it all, I am getting Cheese bread sticks and buffalo wings!!!! (yeah, no actual Pizza. Just sides. I like them better than Pizza. So that's all I ordered.)

And (yes, here goes the justification!) besides today I have not had anything but veggies to eat, and I plan to have Brussels sprouts with the bread sticks and chicken. So that's something. And mostly I am feeling a bit BLEH today and so neener neener to my health.

Hmmm... I think I have never actually seen "A Star is Born" with Judy Garland or at least not this half-scrapbook half-movie version. Wacky. That is my Friday night today... Pizza Hut and old movies on PBS and my headache feeling like cracking my head open like a coconut.

I love to fly. I love Hawai'i. But I am feeling more than a little nervous about dealing with my headaches on this trip on Tuesday. Also I am scared to leave my babies. SIGH.

[Later] ALSO, I am an idiot.

Normal people + cheating on diets = GUILT.

Diabetic + cheating on diets = SICK SICK SICK!

Yeah, feel like utter crap now and it has little to do with my guilt and much more to do with my sky rocketing sugar and the fact I just spent half an hour over the toilet. BLEH.

I am going to go to bed early after I take my meds but I have so much stuff to do to be ready for Christmas, Hawai'i, and general life. SIGH.

1 comment:

  1. HA! I totally watched that one tonight too! Go PBS. I love that movie because it so closely resembles her life, it's relly interesting.